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deep down its all a dream by xechox, literature

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deep down its all a dream

My hands holding my life Full of it Dripping with it I am truly alone no one but me As the blood from my veins drowns the page Illegible words of death forming the insides of my head The pressure fades the heart slows Stomach heaves as I look down Blood, shaking, dripping, pouring, Breathing so fast My lips can't keep up Thinking of life dreaming of death I've found a way out Let it take me It was just two clear choices life or death Without both one is invalid No death without life No life without death So why do we fear it so Fear fills my skull I'm trapped no return No way to go back. But would I?

digging the crimson hole by xechox, literature

Literature

digging the crimson hole

I can't do this anymore I can't just sit here and wait I won't feel remorse for what I've done because you know it is right I drag the blade across my wrists Dig a crimson hole I won't repent my sins because you know they are justified Engulphed in my own selfish pain I dig deeper and deeper No where left to go Consumed by agony Covered by blood A soft red shield to protect my life. Just all go away leave me here to die I want to die To be alone Make it all go away If u won't then I will. As my world comes crashing down all I do is stand and stare Relationships are dead And all I do is watch from the eyes of an "ugly cunt"